Tag Archives: personality disorder

Boderline Personality Disorder – a “therapeutic” community

Posted on 28/06/2015 by pandadevon

I promised to write this up way back when I first started my blog. I have been putting it off, this experience is not really something I ever wished to revisit. However, having looked through my blog statistics recently I … Continue reading →

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Wearing a Mask

Posted on 25/11/2014 by pandadevon

Today I wish to reflect further on the poem I posted on Sunday “The Essential”. We have all “worn a mask” – we wear a mask with our work colleagues; eg: for fear that we would not be accepted for … Continue reading →

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BPD – Anger / Oblivious

Posted on 16/11/2014 by pandadevon

BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER (BPD) – ANGER/OBLIVIOUS Today I am feeling angry and am too exhausted to express this any other way than in this blog. I need sleep or at least rest but despite taking a diazepam at night I … Continue reading →

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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Posted on 15/11/2014 by pandadevon

I slept last night – 4 hours. First time in 3 weeks that I have had unbroken sleep. I have been tidying up my house, including my loft. I got up at about 4am, went outside for a cigarette, and … Continue reading →

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