Monthly Archives: September 2015

NIGHTMARE OF LIFE / NIGHTMARE IS LIFE

Posted on 25/09/2015 by pandadevon

This is how I see life, but I will limit how I say all this to “how I see MY life”. I was born into a nightmare. I realised my life was a nightmare somewhere around the age of 9. … Continue reading →

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If you need to cry

Posted on 22/09/2015 by pandadevon

I am posting this for those of you that NEED to cry but cannot find a release, or a trigger to ALLOW yourself to do so. If you need to cry But your eyes are try This clip may help … Continue reading →

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Just a quickie

Posted on 17/09/2015 by pandadevon

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Marc Almond

Posted on 02/09/2015 by pandadevon

My favourite ever artist. This record goes out to all medics everywhere. From me and my mother. The version I wanted was from the album Jacques but I couldn’t find it on U-Tube. Also from Jacques – a song of … Continue reading →

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